my beloved husband george. its six months how this pain has not killed me i want it to.i have no reason to be here.i dont want to be here i am broken no one understands nor cares.i am so sorry. please come to me my beloved husband .ilove u forever and ever .you are in my heart body soul.what can i do buby iwant to hold you feel you touch you pleaseee come back for me xxxxxxxxxxxxxx please love youxxxxxxxxx